Yay! Friday!
The short weeks are always the longest. This one was no different as we're in the midst of chasing our tails without any clear direction as to why we're doing something. Needless to say, it's frustrating. So, I shall drink a beer and try to remember, it's just a job.
It was a good day today though, mostly due to a wonderful lunch with some good people. Beer and fish and chipseseseseseses were all consumed at the Glen. Hammer and Nail were there, along with Don Mammone, Optimist Prime and our perky admin, who rescheduled her meeting with a director and VP to join us. This is why she rocks. =)
Surprisingly enough, we returned to work, though it was short lived. I slipped off to the local gaming store to buy some more Magic cards. I'm really not trying to keep up with the Jonses.
I'm still pluggin away on Plenty of Fish, and having a fairly decent, if slow conversation. Slow isn't bad, but I find myself in an odd situation where others have expressed interest and I don't know how to respond. My first reaction is to respond politely, and say I'm talking with someone else at the moment. I know full well that this would then be the end of that chance.
It's nice to be wanted, and maybe I need to indulge in some risk taking. I'm a very safe, low risk person. I hate change, and I'm eager to please others. I need to change and start taking a few risks. While I'm not about to start running red lights, I'm certainly not above zipping through the occasional yellow.
I'm not an experienced person when it comes to this sort of thing, so I'm just gonna have to go with being myself. Even if there are a parts of me that need to change. At the end of the day, I'm fine with not being in a relationship. Sure, I get lonely from time to time, but I don't lock myself in my room and write poetry about how my epidermis is lubricated by a newly formed emotional void. Like all things, those feelings pass and I've come to realize that I'm comfortable being on my own. While it would be nice to meet someone, it's not necessary.
Besides, I'm worth waiting for.
It was a good day today though, mostly due to a wonderful lunch with some good people. Beer and fish and chipseseseseseses were all consumed at the Glen. Hammer and Nail were there, along with Don Mammone, Optimist Prime and our perky admin, who rescheduled her meeting with a director and VP to join us. This is why she rocks. =)
Surprisingly enough, we returned to work, though it was short lived. I slipped off to the local gaming store to buy some more Magic cards. I'm really not trying to keep up with the Jonses.
I'm still pluggin away on Plenty of Fish, and having a fairly decent, if slow conversation. Slow isn't bad, but I find myself in an odd situation where others have expressed interest and I don't know how to respond. My first reaction is to respond politely, and say I'm talking with someone else at the moment. I know full well that this would then be the end of that chance.
It's nice to be wanted, and maybe I need to indulge in some risk taking. I'm a very safe, low risk person. I hate change, and I'm eager to please others. I need to change and start taking a few risks. While I'm not about to start running red lights, I'm certainly not above zipping through the occasional yellow.
I'm not an experienced person when it comes to this sort of thing, so I'm just gonna have to go with being myself. Even if there are a parts of me that need to change. At the end of the day, I'm fine with not being in a relationship. Sure, I get lonely from time to time, but I don't lock myself in my room and write poetry about how my epidermis is lubricated by a newly formed emotional void. Like all things, those feelings pass and I've come to realize that I'm comfortable being on my own. While it would be nice to meet someone, it's not necessary.
Besides, I'm worth waiting for.
posted by Serdic at 20:25
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